He likes her

It's so hard someone to talk to without feeling judged. In fact it's so hard to find someone to talk to period. Everyone is so busy working that just talking becomes a moment of silence. We become hypocrites without wanting to. I'm a just be real for a while. I'm tired of speaking like the third person as if my life is perfect or hellish(if that's a word). Look I know this girl, alright and she likes this guy, well I hope she does. This is one of the sweetest girls I know, and I'm not just saying. She's so easy to talk to, but the girl does know how to gossip. Anyways, she has this ability to make everyone around her feel so good. She is always, unless she has her "technical difficulties". But either way, she is a charming young woman with so much to offer. She use to like this one guy, but he never liked her. She was too weird around even after they broke up. I think she knew he never liked her but she didn't want to admit it to herelf. However the guy's brother started liking her after they broke up. She shows interest in him, and I pray she is not misleading him, because he really likes her; the brother that is. Well I used to like that guy, the brother. I backed off when I realized that he ignored me and payed way too much attention to her. Like I wrote before he really likes, even if he denies it. Well the other day, a flood of raging jealousy entered the pits of my guts, when I saw them together. Maybe I do like him still...but it hurts enough knowing that he doesn't like me. We don't even talk as friends. It's partly my fault. But he really likes her, and I can't blame him. He really does like her. I hope he doesn't end up feeling hurt by her. There are rumors going around that she is just using him to get back with the ex. She often gives reasons for people to think that way. But I pray that, that is not the case. He really likes her, and she knows it. He's a big boy, he'll be fine. So while my heart is breaking, and as I now realize the facts from fiction, I know I'll be ok. I'm a big girl. They say true love is when you want nothing but happiness for your loved one. I'm not saying that I love him, but I know right from wrong. Instead of sneaking around looking for trouble, I pray that he finds happiness. Just because he really likes her.