Not ready...

I'm not ready to abide by your rules, because it kills me, who I am, the soul, the voice that makes me distinct from her. I don't giggle and cuss just to fit in. I apply the knowledge that I have gained to make those either smarter or feel dumber. I'm not a snob and yes you can have fun with me it all depends on the way you do it. I'm not perfect, but if you think I am then I am so sweet, so innocent, but beware innocence can be cruel if you mess with it. I don't fall under the stereotypes of those with my status. I achieve the impossible with my God by my side. I don't change to fit your needs, but only my creator's. For His will is my will. I am who I am for my creator, and Him only. I liked, thought I loved, but I knew I did not because love in mine eyes is shared between lovers. I understand why you are attracted to her, she's not innocent, but she is sweet. She is loose with whatever you feel, and I can't blame you for it. But sadly enough I realized the reason behind it all. I'm too innocent for you to have. Besides I'm out of your league(lol). But seriously, it's not happening tonight...I'm not ready for you and I don't think I ever will be.