Just a Girl

At the age of 18 I should be allowed to admit to this world that i am just a girl. i'm not done and i'm not ready to stop growing, there's too much to do, and too little time to do it. I love what I do and the responsibility that I bear, but do not consider me an adult. Adulthood is too complex and complicating, there's too much involved in it. I'm not ready for half the things thrown and all I do is adjust. I see a machine and the best I can is finding how it works. I can link things together in no time, but I am not an adult. I do make my own decisions, but I do need the love and care I didn't understand when I was three. I am not going anywhere and am not turning into an over-crazed loser with no clue about the meaning of life. I am a girl just trying to live as a girl in this crazy so please understand me. I AM NOT DONE GROWING AND I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP. it's just too hard to be an adult, and i'm not ready.