Nothing like it

It's unbelievable how much it can hurt to see some of the greatest people in your life get exactly what they deserve. I mean there is so much that they do in their community and in your life, but as soon as they too much it hurts. Maybe it's jealousy, and it's bad but materialistic wise it doesn't matter, but love wise it tends to matter. Not the fact that you like that person, but just the fact that they got it all. I mean why is it that they get the man, the job, the looks , and the personality and I'm struggling trying to make everything balance.