Should I

Should I consider the effects
Of a lie foretold
Should I bother asking
OF the gifts you hold
Should I continue loathing
IN the poison of my sin
Should I dread in darkness
when my light shine brightless

IF I am who I say I am
Why is my mouth shut
If I'm not afraid
Why am I isolated

Should I be drunk in my own misery
Should I be content with the failures of today
Should I reconcile with the forgotten past
Should I settle for less than last

Am I statue that I should stared at and adored
Am I a goddess worthy of allure
Am I a human, flesh, blood, organs
Am I an emotional baggage left uncared for

Should I dwell in the midst of my adversary
Should I wait in the route of death
Should I lie at the bottom of the ocean
Should I jump off the mountain peaks

My soul is crying for a chance to speak
My soul needs to be confirmed to Jesus, sweet Jesus
My soul wants to be resurrected
My soul shouts for someone to hear
OF the unspoken tragedies of conviction