So many things to do, but not enough time

Who said school was ever easy? Just when it appears to get easier something comes along and messes it all up. That is so wrong. Ever thought about writing a song about it? I would so buy that CD. REALLY? NOT!!! Truth is I'm tired and I didn't get enough, I'm broke and there's nothing at home to eat. I just got paid and there's always someone to give the money to give it to. This is so depressing. So now I'm just moping around making the best of things. Too much stress and too much work!! Ciao.

Innocent Love

I have just witnessed love so pure, so innocent that it had to be heaven sent. I have never been in the presence of two people where I am not sick of hearing about how they got together. In fact they don't make me feel sick because they aren't so mushy around each other. They are so in love that they make you, the bystander, feel and understand the love that they have for each other. In the end all you can pray at night to God is "I want love like that" you can't help it's in your mind. It becomes the very reason that we, single people, remain hopeful that Prince Charmnig, or Princess Charming is coming soon. We don't know who, but we know they are there. Understanding a love so pure, so innocent that when they touch each other for the first time, they don't even how to act, is ridiculous much less immature. It's crazy to think that there are people who do not date during their teen years just because they don't want to. I'm one of them. I don't believe that I am a diamond that should be passed around many men before I find my one true love. I do believe that my Prince Charming will come to me. I will not need to search far and wide, on mountain hills and deep valleys. I await the day he comes to me and says, "I love you." That is just so sweet. He will not only say it, but he will show it. In the most creative and romantic, he will escort to me on boat cruise as the sunset approaches. Or he'll take me to the mountaintops just to see the stars in the sky twinkle at night. Even better he'll read my mind and he'll complete me like I complete him. He'll teach me to love, just like I will teach him to love. He'll make of me a woman, like I make of him a man. We'll lay eyes on each other and know that we're meant to be forever, 'til death do us part. He'll look at me as he stares down on me,(he'll be taller than me and older), I'll look up to him and my arms gently brush the back of neck. His hands are in movement as they indecisively choose to settle on back or maybe my waist, the decision hasn't been made. We'll just know with the confirmation of the Holy Ghost that we were both heaven sent for one another. That's my fairytale waiting to come true.

I just finished watching the Bernie Mac show when all of a sudden...

I just finished watching the Bernie Mac show, you know the episode when he finds out that his uncle is in fact his father, and it got me thinking of parenthood. I grew up in a single parent home and it's all old news, that a daughter needs her father to protect, yes we heard it all... but I don't think that anybody knows the importance of that fact. It's the same way that a son needs his mother or else he becomes all hard and forgets to caress instead of attack. I believe that parenthood is one of the toughest, in fact the toughest out there. Because right now there is a man who has learned to love his children above life itself despite the flaws that being may have, and he may have lost 1, 2 or maybe all of children. Most parents want the best for their kids which is a result for the love that parent will have for their children, and children really do not understand their parents that is true, but when you watch the news and you see for yourself that there are people out there to catch girls you're age, and lower, a new sense of gratitude goes out to each parent that has stood by their children since day one. To all of those who left without an explaination shame on you. The parents of today are doing the best they can to ensure safety and happiness to their children despite their situation. I was watching the Oprah Winfrey show, and it was about child molestation and the sexual predators, most of which had already been caught before, and these guys go after innocent children. I started thinking 1) that could've been me in 1997, caught dead buried alive 3 meters away from my house, as I am holding on to my stuffed animal, the one my daddy won for me at the fair the year before, 2) I could've been Jennifer Teague, torn to pieces and messed up so bad that they have to send my body to Toronto to be recognized, 3) if the world is as messed up as it is now how will it be when my daughter turns 5 years of age, and it's time for her to start school? Should I let her ride the school bus by herself, what if the school bus driver is a sex offender? In the words of Oprah Winfrey, have we had enough yet? One last question before I finish, to all the parents who do not love (meaning you do not see them even though you know where they are and you have made no attempts to find them) their children, when they die will you care then?