Getaway

Have you ever felt the need to get away? I mean really, not just a vacation but to just get away from it all. I thought I finally got away from it all, but then it came back. Just as hard as it came the first time. I thought I'd be a lot more careful the second time. But naw, I just fell into the same trap. Problem is , the emotions are the same but the problem is not. I hate it when I can't fix the issue. then it resonate within me, like a bouncing ball in a closed room. It probably doesn't make any sense to a lot of people out there. I just want to cry, I'm so angry. I'm not even upset anymore. I'm at that stage where I'm ready to react. But I can't. My mouth is kept shut. Yet again, I stand invisible. I hear everything. Like the walls around me I have ears. But like the walls around me I have no voice. YOu think those around you would treat you like an adult. They instantly forget that you get hurt, by their actions. Maybe I'm blowing this out of proportions. I can not believe I'm back to where I started....well...not totally. For that I am grateful. I just didn't want the pain to return.

Children Under the System

There is a new system
The new generation has experienced it
Young girls are repeatedly being told
That the beauty within is worth less than dignity
Young men are constantly being reminded
That a man doesn't need to work for pleasure
The lie that daddy told us the day he left
The actions back up the words
Of a lie so treacherous
It brings tragedy to all infected
If spotted early enough
Then treatment can begin
Chemotherapy takes effect
Depression becomes your friend
Until Jesus decides to come through
Children under the system
Do not believe this lie
It is a cancer to your soul
To make you lose your soul
In the process of gaining control
Of a system we must break