I just want to talk

I don`t want to rant or anything, but I just needed to let things out. You know how I get sometimes. I feel like I am missing out on life. I don`t understand why I find myself to be so sheltered. Well it seems like I am. I don`t see the honour in being one of those girls who have not had anyone worth my while come to me...I don`t know. I sound dumb, and I know how feel and it`s contrary to logic. I am 22 years old, dateless and relationshipless is not supposed to happen at my age. I don`t see the pride in that. When I was younger and I heard a that anyone over the age of 18 still never had been kissed it was seen as a diss, and now that it`s happened I feel like I`m never going to that place when things start moving. Why is it that a 16 year old can get a date, and I can`t? That`s not fair. I don`t need something permanent, I don`t even need the relationship, but will anyone notice me? Like really will anyone see as a woman, ready to be complimened, flattered. I want to feel the butterflies at the sight of your figure knowing that for once I`m not the only feeling this way. My goodness, I want to hug someone knowing that my head is on his shoulder and he doesn`t mind, in fact that`s what he wants. I trust him to be support, and he trusts me to let him support me. I want to be able to write love songs based on emotions that I actually feel. Based on experiences that I actually went through. I want to feel loved by his touch and by his words of affirmation. My word is that to hard to ask? I don`t want to desperate because I am not, but I do want to be real, because I am not the only one feeling this way. I do have my standards, and my beliefs. I know who I am, who I am becoming and where I am going. But can I turn to him, the prince charming I`ve been waiting. When is he coming, how much really?