Breathe

I recently started freaking out as the Lord showed me a glimpse of what was to come if I stayed devoted to Him. I can't lie I really liked it, I liked it so much I started freaking out. But problem when I freak out I begin to doubt, because I realize that I get haughty, then I realize that I am filled with pride (through embarrassing situations) then I repent, but then begin to doubt of my abilities, but the thing is that He wouldn't have trusted me with this if it wasn't for me. I must have been qualified somehow, I don't know. But the trick is to just breathe. So far, it's been good, the future isn't here yet, but it will come. When it comes I'll be ready. But for now, I just need to do, like I've always done. Have fun with the gift and give God all the praise.