Man

I need a man, to confirm that I am his woman
I need a man, to provide me some satisfaction
I need a man, to affirm my status
I need a man, to give me affection
I need a man, to hug me when I need him
I need a man, to be soothe my cravings
I need a man, to respond when I want him
I need a man, to caress me with his attention
I need a man, to pursue me completely
I need a man, to put the 'man' in 'woman'
I need a man, to be by my side no matter what
I need a man, to protect me
I need a man, to provide for me
I need a man, to let me be his one and only
I need a man, to let me love him
I need a man, to challenge me yet support me
I need a man, to be my drug for I am addicted
To the man, that I need

Thinking of A Melody

Knowing me I'd probably be in France right now. Imagine me in Paris. Of course, many people think " OH Paris". Well I can speak french, so I'd be all right in France. But just to think that I'd probably be swept away by some tall french, good-looking who desires me. He'd speak with that wonderful accent of his, as I struggle to find my words and myself he'd lean in and steal a kiss off of my lips. OF course, that's foolish talk or foolish dream whatever you want to call it. Either way it's a nice thought. Romantic kind of. Maybe I've been watching too many romance movies, either way I don't read them. But anyways, I may sound love-crazy but at the same time if I don't keep myself with the wishful thinking that someone out there is looking for me, I'd probably be depressed. I know that there are lots of girls who feel the same way. I didn't date because I wasn't allowed I was just being the good kid, but now that I am it seems like no one realizes that I'm in the market. I don't know I've been told that men love a woman who's indepent and confident, men have told me this. It makes me think maybe I'm not as independent and as confident as I thought. But then again, only I know where I stand in my confidence. I make my own money I have a job, go to school and handle church like my business, maybe I'm stretching the truth a bit, but you get the point. I make friends easily but I can't seem to keep them. I get bored of them. Maybe it's best I don't have a relationship I'd probably get bored of them to.